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This is where I keep a portfolio of all my work. You can also find my resume and artist statement. 

A piece of my art work was published in this book, click here to buy it and check it out.

Summer 2010 was to have fun and let go of the horrible things that happened in my life, which was a great success. Summer 2011, I didn’t really have a goal. But for this summer I do have one, and that is to let go of everything that I do not have and be happy with what I do have in life, while still not settling for less. 

An ex told me I wouldn’t be successful majoring in Fine Art. I hope to prove him wrong, too. Not that I am still into him or anything but a lot of people have also thought I wouldn’t get anywhere.

It’s official.

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Two years: 
- Boston area.
- Art-related job.
- Maybe drivers license and car if I am not too chicken. 

5 - 10 years:
- Regina, Winnipeg, Ottowa, or Toronto Canada. I don’t want to be too far west/north, but I want to be in Canada.
- Great, well-paying, art-related job/business.
- Selling lots of my paintings. 

In my almost two year relationship with Ryan, we have only fought three times. We hardly argue, we hardly get angry… But yet, people say all the time that it is healthy to get mad at each other. How?

I feel that the relationships that I had where I fought more frequently were total failures and painful. I feel that fighting weakened my bond with the person.

And no, I am not holding back feelings, and neither is Ryan.  

Ryan and I have discussed this a whole lot lately. We have established our relationship boundaries, which I have actually wanted to do, and thought about, for a long time. Because we have a low rate of jealousy, and because we are very comfortable in our relationship, we have established it as “open” but not necessarily “polyamorous”. We feel that sex is one thing, but no one could ever change our bond between each other. If we really want to have sex with someone else, we would ask each other permission. I feel very happy with this and I feel that our relationship has become much more closer because of this decision. It is rare that couples feel this much comfort to the point of being able to be open. I wouldn’t call us “swingers”, though as we wouldn’t swing with other couples (unless that came up randomly?). We just feel that we could never have feelings for someone as deeply as we do for each other and that is why we aren’t polyamorous, but we acknowledge the sexual desires we get for other people. Even though we have established these “rules”, nothing has come of it yet. Neither of us have really had the opportunity to be with anyone else. But I would love to get involved with a woman. I’d like to explore the more bisexual side of me, but the opportunity just never seems to come that often.